Feb 28, 2006 17:28
and it's not fair. and i'm so sick of saying that. over the course of highschool i have not yet, not ever, experienced a relationship with a male specimen, that i have been envolved with, that has ended up in a positive friendly way. and i'm beginning to realize that it must be me.
does it say, somewhere on my forehead, "Reallyreallyfuckinggullibleandwillbelieveprobablyeverylieyoutell." because it's scary how i get into the same situations.
Tev, it's over, i guess. I have to wake up and stop having hope. The person that created the phrase "never give up on hope," obviously never got dumped. and whoever that guy is, fuck you.
I have driven myself to the point of feeling sick and disgusted at school. It's always this uncomfortable feeling, like i can't breathe. and how can he look so fine all the time. dear god, can someone please stab this boy in the eye with a pencil so he can show some sort of emotion.
Lauren, get over it, you emotional fruit cake.
No use crying over spilled boy.