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I feel like crap.
I hate the feeling that you don't even remember I'm alive.
One time you cared about me.
I still love you, and I hate myself for it.
I never imagined you'd do this to me.
Now do you know why I had such trouble believing you?
You quit with us, because you didn't feel like messing with a whiny jealous fat girl.
You used to say if I died, then you would too.
That went away over night.
The way we are now, is worse than death.
I hate that I let you make me like this, when it doesn't phase you.
I never wanted things to be this way.
All I did was tell her we weren't as close of friends as she wanted.
She's the one who caused all that mess.
I didn't try hurt her.
She made my life miserable, most likely not on purpose.
You never wasted a thought on me.
Trista Noel Baker I'm sorry I'm not there for you anymore.
I didn't do anything to hurt you on purpose.
Of course if you had told me earlier..things probably would have been different.
You have everything you need, don't ever be sad again.
If you feel down, they're still there.
We're not gonna be friends again, you're the one who stopped it in the first place.
Everyone, I've washed my hands of the mess we stupid kids made.
I'm sick of people being stupid..andI'm sick of hurting.
I never meant to hurt anyone.
I hate myself for it all.
I hate enemies.
If I could go back..there's an infinite amount of things I would change.
Sad,isn't it?
More sad..I miss you.
I was up for hours the othernight, crying, I feltlikeI'd explode.
I'm not a mean person, ora bad person.
Everyone makes mistakes,you have to see yours too.
Someone come along..God,let someone come along..
I hate the feeling that you don't even remember I'm alive.
One time you cared about me.
I still love you, and I hate myself for it.
I never imagined you'd do this to me.
Now do you know why I had such trouble believing you?
You quit with us, because you didn't feel like messing with a whiny jealous fat girl.
You used to say if I died, then you would too.
That went away over night.
The way we are now, is worse than death.
I hate that I let you make me like this, when it doesn't phase you.
I never wanted things to be this way.
All I did was tell her we weren't as close of friends as she wanted.
She's the one who caused all that mess.
I didn't try hurt her.
She made my life miserable, most likely not on purpose.
You never wasted a thought on me.
Trista Noel Baker I'm sorry I'm not there for you anymore.
I didn't do anything to hurt you on purpose.
Of course if you had told me earlier..things probably would have been different.
You have everything you need, don't ever be sad again.
If you feel down, they're still there.
We're not gonna be friends again, you're the one who stopped it in the first place.
Everyone, I've washed my hands of the mess we stupid kids made.
I'm sick of people being stupid..andI'm sick of hurting.
I never meant to hurt anyone.
I hate myself for it all.
I hate enemies.
If I could go back..there's an infinite amount of things I would change.
Sad,isn't it?
More sad..I miss you.
I was up for hours the othernight, crying, I feltlikeI'd explode.
I'm not a mean person, ora bad person.
Everyone makes mistakes,you have to see yours too.
Someone come along..God,let someone come along..