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[_starynight]

When we were young, we wanted so much to grow up 'cause of all the restrictions placed upon us. However, the older we get, the more we get exposed to sadness and pain. Everyday is an emotional roller coaster ride. I wanna go back to being 5 again.

What would it be like if I hadn't lost you? How would my life be like now? Would it be different? What if I hadn't met you?

So many questions you don't answer
Are you really leaving me for sure?
Before you turn away, I should tell you
That I never had a friend so true
And so before I say my last goodbye to you
Please tell me it's a dream
And we're not really through

'Cause even now it's hard to let you walk away
With all my heart I'm hoping that you'd stay
I know for certain now it won't be right without you
Even now it's hard for me to understand
Why you wanted everything to end
I know for certain now that because for you
Your forever has gone astray

So many questions left unanswered
Do I really have to take the blame?
It's all over now, I'm aware
But the memories are churning somewhere
And before you say
I guess there's just one thing that we can both agree

What's the point of growing up if it brings more pain?