she wants to go home...
hey hey whats new? nothing too much here.lets just say whats been going on latly. well courtneys still not talking to me, even tho i didnt even really do anything. i dumped connor hahah and i was so pround i was so scard to do it tho haha im a wuss. umm iv been working and all that jaz.i hung out with mel on friday whitch was the shit. umm our homecommings on saterday but i dont know if im going to go to it yet. the only reason why i want too is cuz melissa is going and i never really get to see her cuz shes always or so i hear with her new boyfriend timmy whose a kool guy i must say. everyone has a date to homcomming. i wish i had one but its too late / doesnt matter any more. i still miss melissa. i think im going to go to the mall tonight and see if shes working plus i need to get some cloths i need underwear and bras!! haha yeah so im soo pround of lauran! she and her bf mike got in to purdue!the college they wanted!. so when im in the halls ct doesnt even look at me. its pretty sad to go from being like best friends and then to have her not even know im there and seem so hatefull. its fucking retarded.and i need to talk to jess, she wasnt here today and that kinda worrys me (theres a reason why) we have alot more in comment then she knows.no one even knows, except me.[maybe michelle shike knows]and i also miss tia who is in calie/mex. lucky her. oh well. im going to go and wait fer my mother to get home so i can go to the mall and waste all my money. much love.xoxo.