i am jack's TV screen static.
i am sleepy and cranky. i slept on a floor last night and my phone was sleeping too and the battery went completely dead. today is recouperation day...even though i didnt really do anything yesterday. i had that little 24 hour virus.
the last couple of days my sister has regressed back into the whore of a cunt that she's always been, which just further justifies my theory that she will never change, that she will always be cold-hearted, selfish, egomaniacle, and alone. for some reason though i still try with her. i guess that's just my nature. masicistic? maybe. i'd like to call it giving human nature a chance to not be an inherant piece of shit.
today i havent really done anything so far. i have to do this sibling dinner thing at 6:30, which would normally be cool except for that i do NOT want to deal with my sister anymore this break, at all, and she's setting it up like you'd set up a dinner between middleaged women in your neighborhood. everyone has an assigned part of the meal to bring. maybe thats fun like...between friends every so often....or even between people you like. i dont cook. my skillz go up to french toast, pancakes, and the occational can of soup. i'd be willing to pay for the meal for everyone so long as i didnt have to do this crap at my dad's house which i've been avoiding like the plague. i hate obligations. it's what makes family gatherings overbearing and stressful.
we'll see how it pans out. fin. -T
the last couple of days my sister has regressed back into the whore of a cunt that she's always been, which just further justifies my theory that she will never change, that she will always be cold-hearted, selfish, egomaniacle, and alone. for some reason though i still try with her. i guess that's just my nature. masicistic? maybe. i'd like to call it giving human nature a chance to not be an inherant piece of shit.
today i havent really done anything so far. i have to do this sibling dinner thing at 6:30, which would normally be cool except for that i do NOT want to deal with my sister anymore this break, at all, and she's setting it up like you'd set up a dinner between middleaged women in your neighborhood. everyone has an assigned part of the meal to bring. maybe thats fun like...between friends every so often....or even between people you like. i dont cook. my skillz go up to french toast, pancakes, and the occational can of soup. i'd be willing to pay for the meal for everyone so long as i didnt have to do this crap at my dad's house which i've been avoiding like the plague. i hate obligations. it's what makes family gatherings overbearing and stressful.
we'll see how it pans out. fin. -T