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Okay, so yesterday was pretty great. I got up and did my chores at like 9:00. And Josh came over at noon. I looked like crap. I didn't anticipate getting ready so late... but I did so I didn't have time to put on any make-up or do my hair good, so I just looked like shit, but he still seemed to think I was pretty... the little weirdo.hehe. So we uhmmm. I fixed his myspace cuz he's html illiterate =P. Then I watched him play guitar, he's really good. A hell of alot better than I am. Then we "watched" Mean Girls. Then I almost got in trouble. I didn't want him to leave at 5:00 but Tori wasn't gonna take us to the mall. And my parents were getting pissed at me. They said that I always try to alter plans so they fit me. And it's true. I only see him once a week. I didn't want him to leave. So I called up Jaclyn and she let us chill with her until my parents got back from the bike ride. Then we had Pizza Hut and watched some TV. He's so cute, I love him =). Then today I hung out with Tori. We're gay and we went to the amll a half hour before it closed and tried on homecoming dresses. She looked pretty in all her's and I looked like a faggot. Then we hung out at her house and ate brownies and rolos (there goes my diet). Then we went to my house and played softball in my backyard. Hahaha. And she hit Sam's pool with a the ball. Then it got late and Tori left so I came home and got a shower and finished the laundry. Then I i/med Sam and told her I was sorry about the not taking her home incident. And she seems like she doesn't care that we never talk to each other anymore and are hardly friends anymore. Which really sucks and I'm like crying because I feel like I'm not good enough for her anymore, only her boyfriend or Elyse can be her friends or something. And I'm waiting for a call from Josh and if he doesn't call me I'm gonna cry because I feel like shit.