i was looking at the picture on my desktop

[_starswillcry]

of all of us in the practice room, and i noticed that you could see people's wrists. how could i notice a thing like that. then i looked at myself and wondered if that picture had been taken before i cut myself or after, and suddenly i regretted it more than anything, the only good thing that came out of it is that people finally noticed. but people's arms aren't supposed to be scarred, swollen, or bruised, no matter how much you like it or how good you think it looks, the skin should be unbroken and pure and beautiful and unscarred.

just thought you all should know that.