its hard to step back, when your tracks have grown used to four footprints and hopes for progression
well .. while sitting there tonight.. i thought of the cutest line, almost corny but not.. reguardless of its hook and sound, it was the truth.... it was almost said at a number of moments, but its purpose was deemed unapropriate. it didnt matter if it was the truth, it wasnt the time to be said.
*after seeing the brightest shooting star/flare of my life* i there, was sitting humming some straylight run and looking to the rest of the stars for some sort of inspiration, its funny how that works; when it seems almost needed the stars are suprisingly bright giving some sort of relief/amplication of everything else going on around you. it always seems to be like that while emotions are high, and minds are cluttered. but reguardless the endlesness of this beauty and the infinate possiblilies in which lie between here in the stars seemed to fit perfectly as i sat there reflecting over the past year+ of my life. This may not make sense but my cute little line wouldve been a direct allusion to this concept. so here it goes: " you know even as i sit here and look at all this up there; none of it compares to the beauty in which ive seen endlessly within you, and reguardless of the distance and and possibilities in which lie between us and the stars id rather be NO where else, with nobody other than you."
gods honest truth those exact words almost came out of my mouth but i stoped myself. in fear, of being out of step.
i did the hardest thing of my life tonight, and that was trying to attempt to begin to start let go. ive been trying all night, and have gotten no farther. there is no appologies accepted for no reason other than there is no reason for appologies, there is nothing to be sorry about. id like to thank you for the best year+ of my life and the contuation of an endless friendship, best friendship. crooked eight.
"Cause I need you
Like the dragonfly's wings need the wind
Like the orphan needs home once again
Like heaven needs more to come in
I need you here like you've always been"
*after seeing the brightest shooting star/flare of my life* i there, was sitting humming some straylight run and looking to the rest of the stars for some sort of inspiration, its funny how that works; when it seems almost needed the stars are suprisingly bright giving some sort of relief/amplication of everything else going on around you. it always seems to be like that while emotions are high, and minds are cluttered. but reguardless the endlesness of this beauty and the infinate possiblilies in which lie between here in the stars seemed to fit perfectly as i sat there reflecting over the past year+ of my life. This may not make sense but my cute little line wouldve been a direct allusion to this concept. so here it goes: " you know even as i sit here and look at all this up there; none of it compares to the beauty in which ive seen endlessly within you, and reguardless of the distance and and possibilities in which lie between us and the stars id rather be NO where else, with nobody other than you."
gods honest truth those exact words almost came out of my mouth but i stoped myself. in fear, of being out of step.
i did the hardest thing of my life tonight, and that was trying to attempt to begin to start let go. ive been trying all night, and have gotten no farther. there is no appologies accepted for no reason other than there is no reason for appologies, there is nothing to be sorry about. id like to thank you for the best year+ of my life and the contuation of an endless friendship, best friendship. crooked eight.
"Cause I need you
Like the dragonfly's wings need the wind
Like the orphan needs home once again
Like heaven needs more to come in
I need you here like you've always been"