save me
ok i lied..
NOW i just want to scream.
>> How can one of the better days i've had in a while, turn into one of the most horrible days i've ever had. i dont care anymore. i think i just want to go into a deep sleep and not wake up for a while. i need to leave my life. i'm not ready for any of this. i'm ready for this to be over and to move on. i don't think i look forward to anything anymore either.
and whats worst of all, i dont know how to let it all out, and when i come close, i dont let myself. so basically, its all in me. everything that i remember that should come out, stays inside of me and it has no where to go. and i dont know what to do with it. maybe tats why i want out of my self. maybe its just me that i cant stand. maybe its time for me to stop being on the outside
NOW i just want to scream.
>> How can one of the better days i've had in a while, turn into one of the most horrible days i've ever had. i dont care anymore. i think i just want to go into a deep sleep and not wake up for a while. i need to leave my life. i'm not ready for any of this. i'm ready for this to be over and to move on. i don't think i look forward to anything anymore either.
and whats worst of all, i dont know how to let it all out, and when i come close, i dont let myself. so basically, its all in me. everything that i remember that should come out, stays inside of me and it has no where to go. and i dont know what to do with it. maybe tats why i want out of my self. maybe its just me that i cant stand. maybe its time for me to stop being on the outside