I just smile say what a perfect day.
hi all. i had the worst day. my parents hate me. my eyes kept filling up with tears every five seconds.
morning was bad, then I went to English for .5 seconds and then went to FCAT testing which sucked horribly. then I went walked with Mayra and then I saw David but he walked away from me because he doesn't loved me anymore. yeah, I've noticed that he doesn't like me anymore. I thought that before but he just told me it wasn't true but now I'm thinking that it is. anyway. I wanted to kill myself in sociology so I just tried to do my work.
lunch was even worse and I started to cry so I left david and went to the bathroom to cry and have psychotic episodes by myself. then I came back and started crying again and all david could do is stare off into to space but what more can you expect from someone who doesn't care so I ran away again and talked to the school psychologist. well, she talked to me, i listened and it took my mind off things but just for a little while. as soon as I walked back into the class i wanted to die all over again and once I started talking to david my eyes started filling up with tears and I told him I'm thinking that he doesn't like me anymore but he didn't say anything and he didn't answer me when I asked him if he hated me this morning but he gave me a hug but somehow I think I've turned into a diana and he's just sticking around for some unknown reason and probably won't be around much longer.
I don't want to keep him with me if he doesn't want to be with me. I'm crying again. I'm in the school library. I'm crying in the school library. KEEN. i love my life. anyway. I don't want to be a burden. I don't want to be a diana. I don't want to be hanging on when he doesn't want me. so I'm thinking I'm going to let go or something like that. that is, if I manage to stop crying and get out of here without people staring at my blotchy ugly face. I hate my life. I'm going to go run in front of a car in the parent loop thing even though I know the car is going to stop for me and I'm not going to die. but either way, wish me luck.
morning was bad, then I went to English for .5 seconds and then went to FCAT testing which sucked horribly. then I went walked with Mayra and then I saw David but he walked away from me because he doesn't loved me anymore. yeah, I've noticed that he doesn't like me anymore. I thought that before but he just told me it wasn't true but now I'm thinking that it is. anyway. I wanted to kill myself in sociology so I just tried to do my work.
lunch was even worse and I started to cry so I left david and went to the bathroom to cry and have psychotic episodes by myself. then I came back and started crying again and all david could do is stare off into to space but what more can you expect from someone who doesn't care so I ran away again and talked to the school psychologist. well, she talked to me, i listened and it took my mind off things but just for a little while. as soon as I walked back into the class i wanted to die all over again and once I started talking to david my eyes started filling up with tears and I told him I'm thinking that he doesn't like me anymore but he didn't say anything and he didn't answer me when I asked him if he hated me this morning but he gave me a hug but somehow I think I've turned into a diana and he's just sticking around for some unknown reason and probably won't be around much longer.
I don't want to keep him with me if he doesn't want to be with me. I'm crying again. I'm in the school library. I'm crying in the school library. KEEN. i love my life. anyway. I don't want to be a burden. I don't want to be a diana. I don't want to be hanging on when he doesn't want me. so I'm thinking I'm going to let go or something like that. that is, if I manage to stop crying and get out of here without people staring at my blotchy ugly face. I hate my life. I'm going to go run in front of a car in the parent loop thing even though I know the car is going to stop for me and I'm not going to die. but either way, wish me luck.