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today actually started out to be a good day for once.. until i realized that i will never be happy. theres always something or someone that gets in my way. and maybe it seems that i think everything has to be about me.. but sometimes people need to think that. i try and i try but someone always trys to be better then me. its not a competition okay? do you get that? and this isnt about one particular person so PLEASE dont come to be and be like "well i dont know why you are saying that!" WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY.. for once? when they say lifes not perfect - i definitely see what they mean :(