I wrote this last night just never posted it
What a way to start off the season =)
I thought to myself this morning that it had gone away, but after a while I realized it didn’t
I love him. Now if anyone thinks this is some immature crap, then you’re wrong. Why else would I try it again? its so crazy!
I can tell it’s different, I don’t know why but it is. I’m not complaining either, cause it’s a good thing.
I didn’t want to leave him tonight. So I followed my plan.
~ When I was right about to leave I kissed him on the cheek and then walked to the car. Therefore I took the initiative to do it. NOW NO ONE CAN COMPLAIN! It’s his turn now! *Such relief*
I felt bad like hanging on him in front of Howie. That’s just the person I am, nothing I can do about it. It wasn’t enough to stop me but it still made me feel bad. At least him and me had no drama today!!!
Well enough about that!
Today was not my day because I kept getting hurt. It started off when (STUPID BITCH) Felicia was trying to throw a stick ( a big one, I can’t explain how big here ) at nick but had horrible aim and hit me square in the head. I have had a headache since. After that I almost broke off my fake and real nail on one finger cause it got caught it Howie’s shirt, Matt(stupid matt!!!!!! OMG HE MADE ME GIVE HIM A HUG. MR HIGH FIVE GAVE ME A HUG!! I WAS SO SCARED) pretty much scratched me in the face. I can’t even remember what else happened where I got hurt
I don’t think I’ve laughed so hard in such a LONG time. It felt SO good, thank you Ryan, Jenknee, Chrissy, *the boy* and Howie for making me laugh.
I definitely needed this!! Such a great time.
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby