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Wow I never knew a summer vaction could be this boring. I just tried to take a shower, my grandma yelled at me and told me I couldn't because I just took one an hour and half ago when really I took one yesterday before school, she also said it was 40 minutes long. I'm sorry I'm not her and take fucking 3 hour long showers and then end up being late for work because I am 50 something years old and were like 15 pounds of make up on my face. God I hate this. I know I wished to live here before, and i wished this forever. Now I just want to go home. I mean I can go places when i'm at home, I can sleep in my own fucking bed, I am aloud to have people over on school nights, I am aloud out on school nights, I am aloud to have boys stay the night, I am aloud to do alomst anything and have fucking money when I want it or need it and I don't have to work for it. Unlike here I have to be my grandmas slave and do eveything for her because she is in pain from her surgery she had 5 fucking years ago. i also have ot make the bed I don't sleep in I have to do her laundry and I have to clean her fucking car. For 15 dollars a week. Then I get yelled at for calling my mom and asking her for money because I never get enough, I mean i can't have anything under a 20 or I can't survive a weekend. My mom knos that for a fact, and now my grandmas friend is here and she is making me fucking make them food. She seriously fucking pisses me off.
I know I don't have it bad at all compared to others but this is a huge change to my life and I know this is not one of those things that happens for the goodness of it. This change fucking suck. I'm sorry for any of you who just read that whole thing. You had to listen to my complain about shit you shouldn't even have to even read about. It doesn't mean anything and i know I am just rambeling because I am mad and pissed and GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr fuck. Tonight better fucking work out and i better get to hang out with fucking Erica.
Ok I'm done now.
thanks to all who read that. I guess.
I know I don't have it bad at all compared to others but this is a huge change to my life and I know this is not one of those things that happens for the goodness of it. This change fucking suck. I'm sorry for any of you who just read that whole thing. You had to listen to my complain about shit you shouldn't even have to even read about. It doesn't mean anything and i know I am just rambeling because I am mad and pissed and GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr fuck. Tonight better fucking work out and i better get to hang out with fucking Erica.
Ok I'm done now.
thanks to all who read that. I guess.