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[_stand_strong]

you were my own brand of heroine
my own special drug that i was addicted to
these new tastes of you
i couldnt have ever escaped
thats why i have to have
the strength to walk away
its no or never and i need to find my way
if this hurts then im sorry but
apart of me feels like "not really"
so i just continue on and move forward
because all thats left
is left behind me
if this has caused you any pain
take comfort knowing
ive doubled up on the pain
and cant sleep through the night
but deep down inside in me i know its right
so separate myself from that i confess
i was so close with but so distant apart
i couldn't explain it unless you lived it
and now im cuttin all ties and find finding my way
so forgive me for all the wrongs i've done
in the end its just to find who i am.