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[_spyvsspy_]

So yeah, Havent updated in ages. let's see.......

just workin still, 4 10 hour days now, got promoted so that means a 4 dollar an hour pay increase....... and also i'm looking into a car, sick of the old pos, need a newer old pos! lol.

Well.........later peeps, miss ya!

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[btool]

2+ years is a long time, but I guess that it is never too late to make personal amends. I am sorry if I ever truly hurt you. I hope that I just temporarily annoyed and pissed you off, and ditto for right now too if this just annoys you. But I was also 19, and scared shitless of you, and scared of anyone who thought for themselves, I guess. I am sorry for how the whole situation played out and that I was too chicken shit to just explain to you how terrified I was, and sorry that because I was scared of my mom’s opinion I just basically ran away from you… but like I said, I don’t know that if anyone at 19 really fully has a brain or knows what they want. And if they do, kudos to them. Anyway, I really always did feel bad that I hurt your feelings. I’m at a point in my life that I want to let anyone I’ve somehow wronged know that it wasn’t intentional, just not everyone matures on the same level. I don’t expect anything from you, I just wanted you to have the satisfaction of knowing that I always thought you were a great person, and

[_spyvsspy_]

yeah where did this come from? scared of me why? your moms opinion of what?

life's worked out pretty dang well. what about you? how's that boyfriend of yours? and the career? update me.

[btool]

I have no clue where this came from... I just always felt pretty shitty and started thinking about it a few days ago, and when I feel bad about something, I want to make some kind of amends for it. And it basically rots and eats away at me until I do

[_spyvsspy_]

well that sucks about the ex. and yeah you should have just came up, oh well that's water under the bridge. Also there's alot that can change in 3 years, so 19 to 22 isnt far fetched.

well let's see what changed.... I still work at Washington mutual, or as it's known now, chase. I make a pretty good buck, i got that car i wanted, course now it has 23,000 miles on it. I have a fiance, a nice 5 bedroom house, and a baby on the way! It's a boy. :)

[btool]

!!!!!!!!!

that is so amazing! a lot really does happen in 3 years. i am really glad to hear that things finally started to turn up for you. when's your baby coming? :)

[_spyvsspy_]

mid august :D