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i hate when people say he is my real grandfather.. he is not. he never was there for me and never will be. he never gave me a chance. i hate what he did to my family he tore it all apart he took some kids with him and turned them against us we almost got one back but the evil in you ruined him for life. im glad your not apart of MY family ur not worthy enough. i cant always hold back the tears inside and the pain you caused. i cant pretend like i am not hurt by the things you have and have not done for me i have a grandfather and he may be quiet but he is funny and he does care for me as a person unlike you ever have. now as im in my senior year of high school you never knew me, you never knew ur own childs daughter. im going off to college but you wouldnt know that even where your at im sure you dont care! it hurts to know your supposed to be family but you never gave two shits about us to even come visit. your lucky she was there for you the moment you died. and guess what.. im in love. yes i may be only 17 but i have someone who loves me and i will not cheat on him like you did to my grandmother and he wont do it either because he has respect for people. my grandmother did absolutely nothing to you to make you ruin her life. but then again you didnt. she has my GRANDFATHER an amazing man they equal out as a pair and they are still together.
so i saw kevin tuesday for our two year.. can you believe its been that long! i know i cant. its been a wonderful two years i love him. he got me this really huge bear! its adorable!! i named him oobert so now goober has a friend its cute. i saw him saturday too we had lots of fun. i love it because i can be crazy around him. we had a pillow fight... he went blind in his ear and he made fun of me because i went to the bathroom with the door open! i like that i can be me around him. he really is my best friend there is no one like him. its me n him against the world forever. i dont need anyone else
Broken Glass
Your supposed to be human
Don’t you have a heart
Writing people off, did you just forget?
This was your life
Thrown into an empty garbage can
Wife and kids, many kids
Grandkids who never opened their eyes to you
Can you call yourself a person? Say you have a soul?
You cheated on her
Lied to the angelic ones
Took from us and turned them against
Broke up a family waiting to be healed
Heart will not condone all you did
Naught pain
Not ever seen faces of displeasure and misery
Crushed her heart
Ruined her life
Extracted all hope
Dissipated the faith in love
Remember your kids?
What about the ones you didn’t support
Weren’t they special and important
Took apart the building blocks to make the dream
What about the ones who waited all their childhood to have their father
They exist- yes them- they deserved better
Tales of waiting for someone who never came
Did you know they grew up, had a fairy tale life
Their children always wanted to know you
Your never going to know us
Did you know I got stitches before I was one
Choked on a grape my grandmother gave me
Could walk before my first birthday
Had a bike run over top of me
Enjoyed pulling out my teeth
Won three awards at 8th grade graduation
I am going to Drexel for nursing
This body was there when she heard you were sick
Part of me wanted to watch you die, see you suffer
Tears succumb my eyes
Never wanted to know me or who I became
The kids I was
The girl I hated
The woman I will metamorphose into
They never knew you- you never knew her
I can’t keep regretting you
And all the air you came with
My inside is weak from hurting
But this isn’t my last goodbye
Not a rock, I’m going to keep hurting
My heart is red, not from the accustomed
Infuriated by the person you are
Did you know your grandson has cancer!
Never saw you there once
Your other side was there every week
Not a care in the world
Your grandson almost died
My face this hue of purple- mixed blue and red
All this inside of me
Causes these fallen tears of hatred
I reach inside of me, this is all I can pull out
Something I’ve enjoyed through this
I have a grandfather, my authentic one
There for every birthday
Every illness
Time of need
Congratulations to Merry Christmas
More than you could imagine
Your heart frozen ice
Tears me up inside
I won’t see you in the after life
Hope you’re having fun looking up
But I’ll be looking down
Someday I’ll let you know
Until then
When I’m there
I’ll let you know how special it is
To have a heart and have the gates open for you
joshua abbott you are the best friend a girl could ever have i dont know where id be if i didnt have you to turn to when things were bad. we have the craziest times bbfl ill love you forever!! we go through lots of shit but i still need you in my life as my best friend!!!
so i saw kevin tuesday for our two year.. can you believe its been that long! i know i cant. its been a wonderful two years i love him. he got me this really huge bear! its adorable!! i named him oobert so now goober has a friend its cute. i saw him saturday too we had lots of fun. i love it because i can be crazy around him. we had a pillow fight... he went blind in his ear and he made fun of me because i went to the bathroom with the door open! i like that i can be me around him. he really is my best friend there is no one like him. its me n him against the world forever. i dont need anyone else
Broken Glass
Your supposed to be human
Don’t you have a heart
Writing people off, did you just forget?
This was your life
Thrown into an empty garbage can
Wife and kids, many kids
Grandkids who never opened their eyes to you
Can you call yourself a person? Say you have a soul?
You cheated on her
Lied to the angelic ones
Took from us and turned them against
Broke up a family waiting to be healed
Heart will not condone all you did
Naught pain
Not ever seen faces of displeasure and misery
Crushed her heart
Ruined her life
Extracted all hope
Dissipated the faith in love
Remember your kids?
What about the ones you didn’t support
Weren’t they special and important
Took apart the building blocks to make the dream
What about the ones who waited all their childhood to have their father
They exist- yes them- they deserved better
Tales of waiting for someone who never came
Did you know they grew up, had a fairy tale life
Their children always wanted to know you
Your never going to know us
Did you know I got stitches before I was one
Choked on a grape my grandmother gave me
Could walk before my first birthday
Had a bike run over top of me
Enjoyed pulling out my teeth
Won three awards at 8th grade graduation
I am going to Drexel for nursing
This body was there when she heard you were sick
Part of me wanted to watch you die, see you suffer
Tears succumb my eyes
Never wanted to know me or who I became
The kids I was
The girl I hated
The woman I will metamorphose into
They never knew you- you never knew her
I can’t keep regretting you
And all the air you came with
My inside is weak from hurting
But this isn’t my last goodbye
Not a rock, I’m going to keep hurting
My heart is red, not from the accustomed
Infuriated by the person you are
Did you know your grandson has cancer!
Never saw you there once
Your other side was there every week
Not a care in the world
Your grandson almost died
My face this hue of purple- mixed blue and red
All this inside of me
Causes these fallen tears of hatred
I reach inside of me, this is all I can pull out
Something I’ve enjoyed through this
I have a grandfather, my authentic one
There for every birthday
Every illness
Time of need
Congratulations to Merry Christmas
More than you could imagine
Your heart frozen ice
Tears me up inside
I won’t see you in the after life
Hope you’re having fun looking up
But I’ll be looking down
Someday I’ll let you know
Until then
When I’m there
I’ll let you know how special it is
To have a heart and have the gates open for you
joshua abbott you are the best friend a girl could ever have i dont know where id be if i didnt have you to turn to when things were bad. we have the craziest times bbfl ill love you forever!! we go through lots of shit but i still need you in my life as my best friend!!!