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Okay. So. Hes got blonde hair, blue eyes, and the greatest sense of humor. Sounnds great eh? Oh man, he is. I love everything about him. I even love how I hate his hair. its so cute. I havnt felt this way about a guy in a while. not even Andrew or anything. I dont know if Ive ever felt this way before, but then again, i wouldnt be able to remember, stupid drugs. But this entry isnt about me, its about him. Hes so nice, and caring, and cosiderate, and flirty... heheh.. and he thinks hes got it bad with the ladies.. I agree, but I love him to bits, soits worked for me, hasnt it? Hes the cutest thing ever. EVER. His smile lights up my every day. It makes school worth while going to, just to see him smile. It comepletely changes a bad mood into the greatest mood ever. His eyes are so pretty. Id love to daze off into them and totally get to know him more. I would love to cry just thinking about how much I like him. I would do anything I could to make him smile at me like he does.. it gives me butterflies if i even look at him. But I look at him alot, I dont have a choice. Hes my friend. But i like him so much. I talk to him everyday, hes in 2 of my classes, and i eat lunch with him, and walk around with him. hes really smart too.. and hes so loud its funny but it scares me sometimes. But i love it. He makes me laugh at least a million times a day. everybodys probably already fed up because I never shut up about how great he is. But thats just it. He IS great, and its my time to shine, as well as his. He seems to like me. hes always dropping hints and all my friends who have seen the conversations we have, they think he so loves me too. I really hope he does, i dont want to hope too much, but its all I can do. If i even think for a second that he night not like me *tear* i get sad. I get butterflies if i think of him even. This one's special guys.. I can feel it. Hes everything ive ever wanted in a guy. We have so much in common also. Im always asking myself what oculd be wrong with him, and nothing has come up.. Hes so nerdy, but its the cutest thing in the world. I love everything about him... I think he knows.. but thenagain I wouldnt know shit about guys. I never have. But what i know is im pretty sure he likes me too. Im praying he does. Nobody better mess this one up, hes.. different... different from everybody else Ive liked. IM not even done, but I know hardleyanybody is going to read this, since its all about him. Hes made a world of a difference. I dont havta be different around him. I can be my self and not worry what he will think. Hes a good guy and i really appreaciate that. I dont even havta pretend to be happy arounfd him, it just comes naturally. Thats why hes specail. He makes me a better person. I like him so much, i love the butterflies, I love this and I love love. <33333