pink diamonds
saturday, which was valentines day, started off with gymnastics regionals at wbhs- which we won :) amanda tried to talk my mom into havin a sleepover at my house ....so finally my mom says to amanda "if you get a 10 ill have the sleepover" ...amandas next on bars and guess what - she gets a 10. it was freakin awesome. i got home from western branch around 6ish and had to get all pauls stuff together for vday. so i rushed around for a while....then he came over. wow he got me so much stuff - im spoiled. we exchanged gifts then went to dinner at baker's crust - that was so yummy. after dinner we hung out some then i took him home...this is when things get exciting woohoo. as im goin down pembroke blvd and approaching white chapel, i notice a suspicious lookin vehicle sittin at the end of white chapel. as i get closer to turn - the car starts headin towards paul's street - then wow they turn down his street - then WOW the pull into his driveway - then HOLY WOW they drive through his fuckin yard. so for the next 7 minutes i chase the car around his neighborhood - paul kicked the moving vehicle - hott shit - then the vehicle decides to drive through the yard again so the cops are called and now a great court case is pending. i thought it was pretty exciting - but really fucked up. people like to lie to me, i never know who to trust anymore. despite a few things valentine's day was great - everything was good til i got a call at 3:30 in the morning. argued w/ someone for a while then turned all my phones off and slept til 10. then my dad took me, paul, and ck to brunch. im came home and hurled - and no i do not have a freakin eating disorder. after that i did some cleaning to get ready for peabodys and the gymnastics sleepover. my mom said i couldnt go to peabodys cuz the roads would be too bad - i was sorta disappointed but o well. i went to the grocery store in the snow.. had mad fun drivin in the snow -it was like a blizzard. came home and then everybody came over. good times were had!! i made a snow angel in the nude... actually i had on thong n bra but that gave me no coverage from the cold snow. gus put her bare ass prints in the snow, jackie put her bare boob prints in the snow, and our freshman amanda ran around my court with her underwear and snowboots on..hahahah those were the highlights of the night. i fell asleep around 5:30. today i lots of make up work and hw to do.. but i decided to take a short nap at 1. well i didnt wake up from that short nap til 6:30. then - i fell asleep again til 9:30 - then again til 11:30. woohoo i literally slept all fuckin day. now i gotta do lots of hw b4 6am. so now im done typin this entry .. im puttin screamin infidelities back in here cuz its still stuck in my head after 2 days! and i still want it to be stuck in yours - ash dont forget to bring me my hat - thank you love!
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home
[1.]
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
[2.]
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I were anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
[1.]
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.
[2.]
Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.