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Theres alot of talk about high school changing people and making people grow apart. But really, I think it's the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. I mean, I'm afraid of everone, I have no one I trust so much with everything, so I keep everything inside of me and I've taught myself how to deal with things, I've become independant, and I'm really figuring out who I want to be and the kind of people I will take my time to find in the world.
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I only really told Jonny this, and I wasn't planning on telling anyone, but; my dad's in Virginia, and my mom is back with him... maybe? but he's looking to see if that would be a good place to move, and they're pretty serious this time. My mom was on some realitor thing all day today looking at houses and schools in that area. My dad is meeting the workers down there. He's getting offered alot of shit to move down there. My family also hates Arizona and we're all from the east coast so.. it's better there for us? I also have been out pretty much all week from school and it's because I have allergies and I am virtually allergic to every plant in arizona. If we moved I would't get sick half as much. I kind of want to. But I'm afraid. I can only think of a few people it would hard to say goodbye to, I'm kind of used to moving because we did so much when I was like 4 but. I don't know. That was 11 years ago. and askdjfksdljflksd
EDIT** my mom has said that if we move I will be able to come down here 1 weekend every month and majority of the summer.
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I only really told Jonny this, and I wasn't planning on telling anyone, but; my dad's in Virginia, and my mom is back with him... maybe? but he's looking to see if that would be a good place to move, and they're pretty serious this time. My mom was on some realitor thing all day today looking at houses and schools in that area. My dad is meeting the workers down there. He's getting offered alot of shit to move down there. My family also hates Arizona and we're all from the east coast so.. it's better there for us? I also have been out pretty much all week from school and it's because I have allergies and I am virtually allergic to every plant in arizona. If we moved I would't get sick half as much. I kind of want to. But I'm afraid. I can only think of a few people it would hard to say goodbye to, I'm kind of used to moving because we did so much when I was like 4 but. I don't know. That was 11 years ago. and askdjfksdljflksd
EDIT** my mom has said that if we move I will be able to come down here 1 weekend every month and majority of the summer.