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have you ever had something happen to you where you cant stop crying. you wake up and the reality of it comes to you and you feel tears in your eyes and you cant stop sobbing, because you cant stop thinking about it. you cry and cry because theres absolutely nothing you can do about it and you just feel stupid and weak and helpless.
and then...you just cant cry about it anymore. you get to a point where you think about it but instead of tears you just have a deep deep feeling of sadness and confusion.
i wish that would go away. its something i push to the back of my head and try to ignore as much as possible but there are times when its impossible to keep on doing that.
and your too stupid to just let it out. your afraid of the consequences..good or bad. so you just keep it to yourself....
and i dont know how much longer i can keep doing that
and then...you just cant cry about it anymore. you get to a point where you think about it but instead of tears you just have a deep deep feeling of sadness and confusion.
i wish that would go away. its something i push to the back of my head and try to ignore as much as possible but there are times when its impossible to keep on doing that.
and your too stupid to just let it out. your afraid of the consequences..good or bad. so you just keep it to yourself....
and i dont know how much longer i can keep doing that