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I feel so alone.
So empty.
Its like everyones forgotton me and moved on.
Im surrounded by people but its like none of them care.
They dont care about me.
I was a fool to think they ever have.
Why do I feel this way?
These people are my best friends.
Yet every moment Im with them it feels like my heart is being ripped out and stepped on. All while everyones watching and no one sees.
Its like Im standing in a crowded room screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even looks up.
Whats wrong with me?
Why am I so imperfect?
Why am I so different from every one of them?
Why cant I be someone besides me?
Why is pain the only thing that I can feel?
I just dont understand.
No one can help me.
No one can save me.
Im in an ocean of despair and agony...and I cant swim....
So empty.
Its like everyones forgotton me and moved on.
Im surrounded by people but its like none of them care.
They dont care about me.
I was a fool to think they ever have.
Why do I feel this way?
These people are my best friends.
Yet every moment Im with them it feels like my heart is being ripped out and stepped on. All while everyones watching and no one sees.
Its like Im standing in a crowded room screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even looks up.
Whats wrong with me?
Why am I so imperfect?
Why am I so different from every one of them?
Why cant I be someone besides me?
Why is pain the only thing that I can feel?
I just dont understand.
No one can help me.
No one can save me.
Im in an ocean of despair and agony...and I cant swim....