Aug 09, 2005 10:59
current annoyances:
doctors appointments. I have one today AND tomarrow.
I HAVE TO GET A FUCKING CAVTY FILLED.
oh and did I mention how fucking fat I've gotten??? I'm petrified to even go NEAR a scale.
so fuck doctors, cavities, and food.
I'm going to run away and never eat again.
and ugh. I just suck now. I used to be "okay" with myself I guess not too long ago. but now I f u c k i n g hate myself. UGH.DGAOHIDFNDKGJVDKJ
fuck this
I'm fat
ugly
useless
disgusting
idk i just fucking hate myself.
I sound like I'm 12. but whatever.
NO ONE FUCKING CARES. I don't get it. I should just end it. I'm so pointless.