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i want so bad to be one of those ppl who everybody loves to be around. to enjoy talking to me or think im this great person.
because it really doesnt feel that way.
i really dont feel like anyone special or worth anybodys time.
i wish i was closer to ppl.
i wish i hung out with ppl that i used to more.
i wish i had more of a variety of friends.
and i wish ppl would give me more of a chance.
i hate that i screw up all the time
and i hate feeling so akward.
i want so bad to be able to express myself
but to do that i have to know who myself is
im so ashamed that when that speaker dude told those who were "happy with themselves" to raise their hand, i couldnt bring myself to do it.
because it really doesnt feel that way.
i really dont feel like anyone special or worth anybodys time.
i wish i was closer to ppl.
i wish i hung out with ppl that i used to more.
i wish i had more of a variety of friends.
and i wish ppl would give me more of a chance.
i hate that i screw up all the time
and i hate feeling so akward.
i want so bad to be able to express myself
but to do that i have to know who myself is
im so ashamed that when that speaker dude told those who were "happy with themselves" to raise their hand, i couldnt bring myself to do it.