uh docs.

[_spasticated]

something`s wrong with me again.
i found myself breaking down and hating everything once again.
it`s that familar feeling once more.
that empty, meaningless feeling.

and i hope my brother recovers from his illness.
he`s sick for quite awhile.
hurts me to see him all fucked up like that.

anyway, i`m really really sick and tired of everything.
and i don`t know why.
and i`m stopping this entry now before it becomes
another one of my long winded pointless post
which everyone skips anyway.