I've done so much thinking
Yesterday I took Kelly's advice and thought long and hard about the situation I'm in right now. So, I got in my car and went for a long drive through West Chester. I thought about my feelings and tried my best to sort them out. In the midst of it all I turned my cd player on and you'll never guess what song came on. One of my absolute favorite HIM songs
I hear you breathe so far from me
I feel your touch so close and real
And I know
My church is not of silver and gold,
It's glory lies beyond judgement of souls
The commandments are of consolation oh
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
I hear you weep so far from me
I taste your tears like you're next to me
And I know
That our prayers are not enough to give
Oh the ancient runes so deep and so dear
The revelation is our patron fear
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
Why does his voice have to be so beautiful? Why does everything about him have to be beautiful? I don't know what I'm going to do when I have to see him again. If I don't tell him it's going to eat inside of me and make me miserable. I don't want to be miserable and I certainly don't want to feel awkward around him. I know that I have to at some point, but I can't even tell you how I think it's all going to turn out.
Maybe I just need to think some more, but I can't do that forever. Ugh, and I have to go to New York tomorrow morning. At least after that I'll be home again. I'm probably going to be going for another drive later. I have to go to the mall anyway because I need to find Brett something. I might have to bring Jess with me because he's so much better at picking out things for girls than I am. After all, he does it all the time for his girlfriend. lol
I hear you breathe so far from me
I feel your touch so close and real
And I know
My church is not of silver and gold,
It's glory lies beyond judgement of souls
The commandments are of consolation oh
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
I hear you weep so far from me
I taste your tears like you're next to me
And I know
That our prayers are not enough to give
Oh the ancient runes so deep and so dear
The revelation is our patron fear
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
Why does his voice have to be so beautiful? Why does everything about him have to be beautiful? I don't know what I'm going to do when I have to see him again. If I don't tell him it's going to eat inside of me and make me miserable. I don't want to be miserable and I certainly don't want to feel awkward around him. I know that I have to at some point, but I can't even tell you how I think it's all going to turn out.
Maybe I just need to think some more, but I can't do that forever. Ugh, and I have to go to New York tomorrow morning. At least after that I'll be home again. I'm probably going to be going for another drive later. I have to go to the mall anyway because I need to find Brett something. I might have to bring Jess with me because he's so much better at picking out things for girls than I am. After all, he does it all the time for his girlfriend. lol