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My weekend was okay. I went to Jay's house Friday night around 6:30 and Corey and Sinapi slept over again. The four of us hung out and listened to music till around 11:30 when I left.
I went back on Saturday morning and woke them up around 7.. Or at least tried to. They're all so lazy. I gave up on waking them up, and we all just slept until like 11. My mom picked me up at 12, I went home, got ready, and then met Tristan at the Providence Place Mall. It was really fun, we walked around for a few hours and then went to see the Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy because there wasn't anything else to see. We thought it was gonna be really stupid, but we liked it haha. It's pretty much just British humor. After that we stalked people in borders and my mom picked me up at 6. It was so nice seeing him, we had such a good time. She took me to Dunkin Donuts to get a coffee, and then dropped me back off at Jay's house. Sinapi left, but Corey was still there. They played video games and I watched TV. Corey was supposed to leave at like 9, but he fell asleep and ended up sleeping over again. James and I watched Thirteen, fell asleep, and my mom picked me up around 11.
On Sunday morning I woke up and my Dad took me to get my mom some flowers for Mother's Day. I got them, went home, gave them to my mom, and went back to Jay's house haha. I fell asleep and Corey was still asleep, so I have no idea what James was doing. Whatever. He woke me up around 11ish, Corey went home, and we just sat around, played on the computer, and watched Alice in Wonderland. His family came over and ate dinner with us, it was lovely. I got his mom some candles for Mother's Day, and she seemed to like them =] Yeah that's right, I found the new way to make your boyfriend's mom to wicked love you =D
I went home around 7, and started my Science project, that was due today.
I'm really proud of myself. I've been doing so much better. I've been doing my work, putting more effort into everything, and I've been raising my grades a little. I came home from school early today at like 10:45, finished my project, and cleaned my room. I NEVER clean my room. And to tell you guys the truth, I don't think school's as bad as people always say it is. Everyone's always like "Ew school Sucks .. ", "I hate school, it should die .. ". I think school's annoying and stuff, but hey, you get to see your friends and whatnot.
It's crazy the way time fly's now. I swear I've lost all perception of time, things that seemed like they happened years ago were only a few months ago and things that feel like they happened a few days ago happened so long ago. I guess I can't complain about anything that's happened so far this year. Things haven't always worked out how I would've liked them to but I had some nice times. I lost some best friends in the process but gained others as well. I mean sure, I miss my birthmom and everything, but I need to stop living in the past. I have pretty good friends and an awesome boyfriend who I'm crazy about.
I feel like I'm maturing, and no one around me is. It's a weird feeling and I can't really explain it, but I think it's good. I've realized that most people annoy the hell out of me because of their immaturity. I don't know. I'm so happy with liking James, I've realized to look into a persons personality and make friendships despite apperance. I've also learned to not care about what I look like anymore. theres nobody to impress but myself, I don't care anymore if people think im pretty or not, it's not a big deal. As for friends, I realized not everybody is gonna like me and I'm okay with that, if people like me thats thats good, but I don't like people being superficial and pretending they like me then talk about me, It's stupid. I'm not sure who my friends are and I'm not too worried about it. I'm happy being who I am. I like living care free but growing up and becoming more mature and responsible. I think I've just given up on the social aspect of junior high because in ten years nobody is going to care who went out with who in school and what not, so whatever. I'm happy =D
I'd like to see Michaela and Donna more .. But oh well, let's hope I will =]