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Well, saturday i was totally looking forward to hanging out with my buds at the ritz and doing dinner before hand. however, peter and i decided to head up there an hour early to see if we couldnt get a good parking spot, set up at the restaurant and just chill. When we got there though, it was crazy. More than once Peter had to watch out for people darting in and out of traffic on skateboards and bikes. which of course didnt make him look forward to the crowds. Then we rounded and rounded when up and down the streets and on more than one occassion actually thought we got a spot only to realize that there was a long line of people waiting for that same spot.
So, after 30 minutes of looking and after he is so annoyed he doesnt even want to say anything to me. I just think its best to not hang out if its going to be so stressful. So, then i have to call all my pals, tho who were in from the beginning and those i set up with later on to meet us up there and say im not going.
So, peter and i decide to drink on our own. so we need a bar set and so we go to the walmart up on atlantic. Abby called just as we had parked and for a little while i was hopeful there was still a chance we would all be able to meet atleast for a little while. but that didnt pan out. but hopefully everyone else had a good time out there :D
So, peter and i got the bar set, and we went home. He made me a couple of espresso martinis. After the first i had a bittersweet temperment. After the second i was just kinda sad and mellowed out. I guess i just had alot on my mind. enjoyed my drinks while petey made me yummy food. I got tilapia, a bloomin onion and tatertots. Im going to miss this guy when he goes to Penn.
Speaking of which. I am seriously ok with moving to Penn. i had even considered moving there before my MA and seeing whats going on up there for PhD program. But i have to remind myself that things are shakey and that it would be best financially for me to get my MA then go into the phD program. If i want to do that up there then i can or stay in FL if i want to.
There is another thing that bothers me though. I do not want to be almost 25 when i get married. Sure thats not old. but if i want to have kids and i want to have them all before im 30 that sure as heck doesnt leave alot of time for me pre-kids does it? I guess i should just go ahead and kick the idea of children and let the thing go as one of those if it happens it happens. which has been my sentiment about alot of things lately.
I am thinking that my trip to Singapore will be a very good change. Hopefully a nice break from alot of the stress here and a chance to catch up with family.
I am glad that peter is able to tend to my fishies while i am gone. I have to take photos and such this next time i do the tank to make sure all will go just fine. :)
So, after 30 minutes of looking and after he is so annoyed he doesnt even want to say anything to me. I just think its best to not hang out if its going to be so stressful. So, then i have to call all my pals, tho who were in from the beginning and those i set up with later on to meet us up there and say im not going.
So, peter and i decide to drink on our own. so we need a bar set and so we go to the walmart up on atlantic. Abby called just as we had parked and for a little while i was hopeful there was still a chance we would all be able to meet atleast for a little while. but that didnt pan out. but hopefully everyone else had a good time out there :D
So, peter and i got the bar set, and we went home. He made me a couple of espresso martinis. After the first i had a bittersweet temperment. After the second i was just kinda sad and mellowed out. I guess i just had alot on my mind. enjoyed my drinks while petey made me yummy food. I got tilapia, a bloomin onion and tatertots. Im going to miss this guy when he goes to Penn.
Speaking of which. I am seriously ok with moving to Penn. i had even considered moving there before my MA and seeing whats going on up there for PhD program. But i have to remind myself that things are shakey and that it would be best financially for me to get my MA then go into the phD program. If i want to do that up there then i can or stay in FL if i want to.
There is another thing that bothers me though. I do not want to be almost 25 when i get married. Sure thats not old. but if i want to have kids and i want to have them all before im 30 that sure as heck doesnt leave alot of time for me pre-kids does it? I guess i should just go ahead and kick the idea of children and let the thing go as one of those if it happens it happens. which has been my sentiment about alot of things lately.
I am thinking that my trip to Singapore will be a very good change. Hopefully a nice break from alot of the stress here and a chance to catch up with family.
I am glad that peter is able to tend to my fishies while i am gone. I have to take photos and such this next time i do the tank to make sure all will go just fine. :)