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I have serious mental, physical, and emotional exahustion.
I need help and/or a break. And I wish it was offered to me, of course I feel bad for asking. I go a few days continously taking care of things myself and it takes a huge toll on me. At that point (this point) I get really frustrated and emotional. If I'm not offered help, I'm not going to ask for it. Mostly for fear of inturrupting a life. So I'll just continue to sacrifice mine. p.s. work isn't a break.
Things are so confusing. They are such a mess. You know, like when you have a huge trashbag full of shit, some trash, some good things, and possibly things that you would never want to throw away. But there is so much that its just easier to throw the whole trashbag out rather than going through it. Sorting things out will take time and effort, frustration and anxiety. Throwing it away and starting over is effortless.
My life is a trashbag and I don't know what to do with it. Maybe if the other person that has shit in the same bag would help, it would seem worth it.
I suck at analogies.
...someone save me.
I need help and/or a break. And I wish it was offered to me, of course I feel bad for asking. I go a few days continously taking care of things myself and it takes a huge toll on me. At that point (this point) I get really frustrated and emotional. If I'm not offered help, I'm not going to ask for it. Mostly for fear of inturrupting a life. So I'll just continue to sacrifice mine. p.s. work isn't a break.
Things are so confusing. They are such a mess. You know, like when you have a huge trashbag full of shit, some trash, some good things, and possibly things that you would never want to throw away. But there is so much that its just easier to throw the whole trashbag out rather than going through it. Sorting things out will take time and effort, frustration and anxiety. Throwing it away and starting over is effortless.
My life is a trashbag and I don't know what to do with it. Maybe if the other person that has shit in the same bag would help, it would seem worth it.
I suck at analogies.
...someone save me.