Random update!
So, yeah... we finally... well, y'know!! We finally. And it was good. Kinda weird, I guess, considerin' Cloud lacks what I'm used to and has somethin' else instead... but yeah. I enjoyed it... big time. And I think Cloud did... I hope Cloud did. Had to kinda bite back everythin' that comes naturally to me, ha ha ha!
Um, so yeah... it was cool. Still kinda nervous about shit, wonderin' whether he'll want more, or hated it, or whatever... He's been kinda quiet. Not that we see each other much, what with work and shit. Gah, fuckin' Shin-Ra... I now have like, a list of ways I wanna decapitate that ass. Still, looks like this, ha, punishment is easing up now... thank fuck. Maybe I can go back to having a life. :/
Miss Cloud... ha, not that I'd admit that to anyone but him... Think he knows though. I hate havin' to leave before he wakes up... especially after what happened recently between us.
Love ya, bud.