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i feel like getting up and dancing and twirling around the room just because then i could pretend everything was great and happy and that i was perfectly ok.
i think i try too hard.
today is suck. i don't even know what that means, i just know it's not grammatically correct but it IS the perfect description. im sick, so im a whiny mofo to begin with, but then my parents are just being silly (uther and igraine, whatttt?), and then my grandfather got brought to the hospital because he bent over to kill a bug and fell on the floor. he scraped his arm and started bleeding because he's on heart medication that makes his skin super thin. last i heard, he's ok, but shook up. i'm a bit shook up myself.
everything else is the same. it's the middle of the summer ive been waiting for and it feels like the dead of winter, even though its like 80 degrees outside. this house is small and loud and oppressive and the woods out back are still too scary to explore. i dont know why. they aren't right.
and my throat hurts too much to sing. good for the neighbors, bad for me.
i want out. :P
i think im gonna clean and go buy fish.
i like fish. they swim around and around, in circles, just like me.
but they dont complain. i'll bet they know the secrets of the universe or something.
meh.
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i think i try too hard.
today is suck. i don't even know what that means, i just know it's not grammatically correct but it IS the perfect description. im sick, so im a whiny mofo to begin with, but then my parents are just being silly (uther and igraine, whatttt?), and then my grandfather got brought to the hospital because he bent over to kill a bug and fell on the floor. he scraped his arm and started bleeding because he's on heart medication that makes his skin super thin. last i heard, he's ok, but shook up. i'm a bit shook up myself.
everything else is the same. it's the middle of the summer ive been waiting for and it feels like the dead of winter, even though its like 80 degrees outside. this house is small and loud and oppressive and the woods out back are still too scary to explore. i dont know why. they aren't right.
and my throat hurts too much to sing. good for the neighbors, bad for me.
i want out. :P
i think im gonna clean and go buy fish.
i like fish. they swim around and around, in circles, just like me.
but they dont complain. i'll bet they know the secrets of the universe or something.
meh.
_soclose HighwayCounty Jail5Hobotown20Mt. Happiness44Contentment Meadows154Loony-Bin Lane351Please Drive CarefullyWhere are you on the highway of life?
From Go-Quiz.com
...yeah.