Oct 28, 2004 00:42
I realized today, driving back from Wendys, that I am fully comfortable in front of my new friends. I guess I realized this as I was shrieking the lyrics to various songs that came on the radio. My singing is a "privlege" only few people have been introduced to. I think Laena was the only person back home that I would sing with in the car. Maybe Nickisa and Courtney when we'd go on convertable-adventures. It's nice to have found true friends here that I can be myself around. Even though I know sometimes i'm too verbal with sex-talk.
I met this kid Alex. He ran away from home. I gave him a place to stay for a night. We went out to lunch. We saw the Grudge. I haven't really heard from him sinse he dropped me off at work on Monday. I hope he is okay.
I miss my old friends. I feel as if i'm neglecting them. I don't talk to them as much. And when I do i'm typically tired and not in the mood. At the same time, except for laena diana and prithi, none of them have really made the effort to talk to me. [shrugs].
Something is wrong. And I know we both feel it.