i love my friends
this weekend blew chunks of shit, it left me completely depressed and unhappy with myself, i felt very cut off from the rest of the school at both the game, and the dance, i dont know any of these people, i dont really want to know them either, i feel like i am very past that stage of my life, the whole high school thing is done for me, im sick of it
then on sunday i was ready to just call in sick and not go to work, but i decided that i cant just give up so easily so i went and im so happy i did, i didnt even tell stef or amy that i was unhappy and they still managed to cheer me up, especially you amy, i know your gonna read this lol and it would probably be cooler to tell you in person, but i feel like this way everyone gets to know how much better you made me feel, i laughed the hardest i have laughed in a long fucking time without even being stoned!! you guys are awsome, and even jon, who i only saw for like 5 minutes, somehow you always know how to make me laugh without even doing anything, at least not on purpose....
o and i found my wallet, it was in my room haha ya ima dumbass
anyway, im in such a better mood than i was this morning, its amazing
once again, i am in awe at the power people have over me, one person can destroy or delight my whole day, just by the littlest actions
thank you
then on sunday i was ready to just call in sick and not go to work, but i decided that i cant just give up so easily so i went and im so happy i did, i didnt even tell stef or amy that i was unhappy and they still managed to cheer me up, especially you amy, i know your gonna read this lol and it would probably be cooler to tell you in person, but i feel like this way everyone gets to know how much better you made me feel, i laughed the hardest i have laughed in a long fucking time without even being stoned!! you guys are awsome, and even jon, who i only saw for like 5 minutes, somehow you always know how to make me laugh without even doing anything, at least not on purpose....
o and i found my wallet, it was in my room haha ya ima dumbass
anyway, im in such a better mood than i was this morning, its amazing
once again, i am in awe at the power people have over me, one person can destroy or delight my whole day, just by the littlest actions
thank you