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last night was pretty awsome, chilled with new friends and old at the tree. Swang for like 3 hours, almost swung face first into the tree...lol, drank a bit, smoked a lot, then we went to get cake at tevors but we got sidetracked cuz JEN MCGOVERN called!! so we chilled with jen and miguel for a while and they are hella cool!! i hope we chill with them and the whole healsburg crew a lot during summer. so we were at the park chillin with everyone and a stupid pig came and made us leave...but i had to go home anyway cuz i was hella tired. So overall it was a pretty good weekend, except the SATs which were fucking horrible and i hope to fucking allah and buddah and god and everything else that i get a good enough score so i never have to take that fucker again! all i want is UC santa cruz!! is that too much to ask!?!?!? even if i dont get it, im gonna move there anyway and pretend to my parents that im going there heh sukas. but ya it would be better to acctually get accepted...ok you can stop reading now cuz the rest of this is just gonna be a list of shit that ive done in high school thatll help me feel more confident about trying to get accepted.

okay
overall GPA 3.33
track freashmen year
belly dancing for 2 years so far
co-president of politicians club
vice president of environmental club
honors for 9th/10th grades
im GOING to be ina play next year (who cares if its just a tree with no lines, they dont have to know that)
i have an ongoing job that ive been able to keep for 9 months and going

im doing ok, godda callllllm down, just godda keep reminding myself UCSC is the easiest UC to get into, itll be OKAY!!!