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i guess ill update
i feel like a little girl again : )
i always kinda felt like it but i havent REALLY for a long time and its really nice, this is how im suppose ta be, now that ive done a couple things that werent the best ideas, i think i finished my wild stage, i mean, im still gonna be crazy, of course, thats my personality, hehe but now i think ill be more silly : ) cuz thats better
enough about me
im happy me an lisa are talking so much more now, and im excited for ya jon! i see a girlfriend in the future for you ; ) amy, mr jaguar was pretty funny, though i feel bad for the guys who lost...i wonder why that bob guy's so popular he seemed a little slow to me, but i dont know him so wudever, hes proly really nice
theres a person, who i think about a lot, more then i normally think about people, which isnt much..but anyway, its not that im obssesive, far from it, im just interested, i havent really been interested for a long time either, it was always more like, i would see them, id smile, and thats the most id think about them, but now i look and then i think, for a couple seconds. maybe he just keeps catching my mind by coincidence, probly
i wonder if ill ever care enough about someone to love them in a different way, than as a friend, i probly wouldnt mind, my friends are good enough : ) maybe its true that i dont care enough, after all, plenty of people have told me that, but if i really didnt care, i would have droped out of school, i would be living in a tree somewhere : ) and even if i dont care enough, if that such a bad thing? i care enough about the things that matter
there i go, talking about myself again, i dont like that to much..wudever
i think drew was kinda right, im having a hard time writing in here anymore, ive got nothing to say, this is good as i can do, maybe ill stop writing, proly not, whenever i type that im gonna do something onto here, i never acctually do it......wudever
i feel like a little girl again : )
i always kinda felt like it but i havent REALLY for a long time and its really nice, this is how im suppose ta be, now that ive done a couple things that werent the best ideas, i think i finished my wild stage, i mean, im still gonna be crazy, of course, thats my personality, hehe but now i think ill be more silly : ) cuz thats better
enough about me
im happy me an lisa are talking so much more now, and im excited for ya jon! i see a girlfriend in the future for you ; ) amy, mr jaguar was pretty funny, though i feel bad for the guys who lost...i wonder why that bob guy's so popular he seemed a little slow to me, but i dont know him so wudever, hes proly really nice
theres a person, who i think about a lot, more then i normally think about people, which isnt much..but anyway, its not that im obssesive, far from it, im just interested, i havent really been interested for a long time either, it was always more like, i would see them, id smile, and thats the most id think about them, but now i look and then i think, for a couple seconds. maybe he just keeps catching my mind by coincidence, probly
i wonder if ill ever care enough about someone to love them in a different way, than as a friend, i probly wouldnt mind, my friends are good enough : ) maybe its true that i dont care enough, after all, plenty of people have told me that, but if i really didnt care, i would have droped out of school, i would be living in a tree somewhere : ) and even if i dont care enough, if that such a bad thing? i care enough about the things that matter
there i go, talking about myself again, i dont like that to much..wudever
i think drew was kinda right, im having a hard time writing in here anymore, ive got nothing to say, this is good as i can do, maybe ill stop writing, proly not, whenever i type that im gonna do something onto here, i never acctually do it......wudever