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I guess i only write in here when i always seem to be grounded/sick/or bored.
Well for starters on whats going on in my life is that im out of school for the rest of the year due to my cancer is back. I start chemotheropy tomorrow (friday). In the begining i promised myself i wouldnt cry; that failed... i dont want to feel sorry for myself, but i almost do. i think the worst fear i have is losing my hair; idk if it will bc i only get chemo for 6 weeks but still, i want to be like other teenagers and have a normal life and not worry about my health so much.... i dont want to have to get needles poked in me every week.
: i guess what im trying to say is that if you think you have a bad life, try living in mine right now, and and see how much you like it.... :
My friends = never calls...
Me & mike = on the edge of breaking up...
my life = G O N E
my summer = O V E R
i think the worst feeling about this is that my mother and father are rediculous... they act like little kids. It's impossible to actually have a decent life w/my mom and dad, they say they wanna see me but my whole life they've been in and out.... so i guess i'll just keep up w/what they started and stay out with no stress...
i have a feeling this summer will be loney, hott, and tiering.
Well for starters on whats going on in my life is that im out of school for the rest of the year due to my cancer is back. I start chemotheropy tomorrow (friday). In the begining i promised myself i wouldnt cry; that failed... i dont want to feel sorry for myself, but i almost do. i think the worst fear i have is losing my hair; idk if it will bc i only get chemo for 6 weeks but still, i want to be like other teenagers and have a normal life and not worry about my health so much.... i dont want to have to get needles poked in me every week.
: i guess what im trying to say is that if you think you have a bad life, try living in mine right now, and and see how much you like it.... :
My friends = never calls...
Me & mike = on the edge of breaking up...
my life = G O N E
my summer = O V E R
i think the worst feeling about this is that my mother and father are rediculous... they act like little kids. It's impossible to actually have a decent life w/my mom and dad, they say they wanna see me but my whole life they've been in and out.... so i guess i'll just keep up w/what they started and stay out with no stress...
i have a feeling this summer will be loney, hott, and tiering.