Dec 28, 2004 22:03
.cry.cry.cry.cry.cry.cry.cry.cry.cry.cry.cry.
yeah, that's all I want to do.
Work tomorrow, 1-9:30.
Im tired... and I have a headache.
Im lonely, I feel that depression bullshit coming on.
I give up on boys.
None of them really care.
And when I try...BRIAN DOES NOT FUCKING LISTEN.
So, I give up.
Ill find someone, maybe.... hopefully... okay maybe not.
Either way.. I have...oh yeah, Nothing.
My dad's new girlfriend rocks, now... Can I have a turn at this relationship thing? Please?!
With someone who's caring, understanding, funny, outgoing, into almost the same things I am[gotta have SOME differences], and just.. loves me.or likes me. or has a crush on me! something. haha. im starting to sound like ***** HAHAH. Yeah, he'd probably slap me for that. I know I said I don't want a boyfriend MANY MANY times.. but I do. Yeah.. gay.. I hate this.
[check out that emo ass entry.]