rough night
sometimes i wonder if i'd rather feel no emotions at all, rather than have to feel bad ones too. sometimes the bad ones are just so overwhelming, it makes it seem like the good ones aren't even worth it, like i'd rather just do away with them all and feel nothing.
i just don't know. these feelings come and go all the time, and i know everyone feels like this at some point, but they've been coming more often and i'm not quite sure how to deal with them. i know i'm not alone, but when you can't explain what you mean, it's pretty lonely.
these are the times the peace corps sounds the most enticing. i need to get out of here and see people with real problems. it would feel so good to help someone like that, and i think it would really open my eyes as to what's deserving to complain about.
oh well. bye for now.
i just don't know. these feelings come and go all the time, and i know everyone feels like this at some point, but they've been coming more often and i'm not quite sure how to deal with them. i know i'm not alone, but when you can't explain what you mean, it's pretty lonely.
these are the times the peace corps sounds the most enticing. i need to get out of here and see people with real problems. it would feel so good to help someone like that, and i think it would really open my eyes as to what's deserving to complain about.
oh well. bye for now.