some thoughts...
Its so interesting to reflect on the things that go wrong in life..When I run, I have nothing but time to think, and thats what I have been doing everyday. I think about a lot of things..my family, my boyfriend, my amazing friends and all of thos not so amazing "friends". I think it's really perplexing how you can know someone for so many years and be there and love them unconditionally but its so easy for them to turn their backs and talk for whatever satisfaction they might get. Im just so glad that for every action there is a reaction. Im glad that I'm the kind of person that can turn around, walk away and never look back. It took me so many years to be able to be that strong. I would hold on and hold on even if the person was not good for me. Just talking to people from the past and people that I used to be good friends with makes me thank God so much that I made the smart decision to move on with my life. I know that God has an amazing plan for my life and I am really grateful that I am surrounded by positive and loving friends and co-workers. I feel so full and complete. I seriously talk or text Kat like every day because I love her so much. I feel so blessed that I have a wonderful friend like her in my life. Even though she is so far away I can talk to her on the phone and it feels like she is still around the corner. I have never had a friend that I have loved more. She texted me the other night with "you are my BEST friend" and I seriously almost started crying because I miss her so much. I feel like I'm a single cherry on a stem..like a 7 without the corresponding 8 ;) muhaha. The way she is so close to my family is so awesome. Like ya Marco is close to them because he is my boyfriend and my family adores him because I adore him, but with Kat..they just seriously fell in love with her. I dont really know the point of this entry, I just wanted to write down all the thoughts that I have been having lately...maybe this entry should have been called 'Ode to Kat' lol.