college n shit
college has been good, i've met a lot of really cool new people, and I still get to see my old friends too which is awesome. Thanksgiving break was absolutely amazing and exactly what I needed. Just getting see eveyone again for longer then five hours was so amazing, being able to say some of the things that i've needed to, but also not enough time to have those conversations with everyone and to just be able to be there and know that everythings going to be okay was the most amazing feeling in the world. Christmas break is in two weeks and I cannot wait to spend three weeks with all of those amazing people. Now that i'm back here I feel like I did when I started college like i'm missing so many parts of me that are now disbursed throughout the united states, and how I wish they were a lot closer. Don't get me wrong I love everyone here so much and they make me happy but the relationships aren't the same at all. There isn't the closeness that I had with everyone and the relationships are just more out there. I wish that I could be closer with these people because there are only a few that I have true relationships with where there's nothing underneath.
end emo posting now, and break.
end emo posting now, and break.