trevor...:[
today was stupid. i woke up late, so i had to put my make up on at school. i didn't talk to anyone on the bus, not even alec. he thought i was mad at him, but i'm not. nothing excited happened today. i did wear my hood and scarf around school like i was about to go backpacking in alaska or hike mnt. everest, or however you spell it.
i am sad. i miss trevor a lot. he doesn't even like me. :-\ that's the sad part. i thought i could like someone else, but i can't. trevor, a guy i've only met once in my life, has had a big impact on me. i talk like i love him, but do i? i'm always so sad when i think about him. think about all the girls he's actually loved, me not being one of them. he's what i think about most of the time. it's so sad, guys.
yeah.
the shirt i sort of wrote on for will. <3 love yah, kid.
i'm a dork, so what?
BEFORE.
AFTER. (2 & 1/2 inches)
----song that reminds me of trevor every time i listen to it. :[
"Run" - Snow Patrol
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
peace out. <3