pouring over photographs, and living in your letters
today was fun.
thank you lindsey and stacy.
im sorry if i didnt seem up to it..
i just dont feel right.
i have nothing more to say, but i feel like i could talk to you forever.
the way people are when they are intoxicated, is the way they should always be. they are free to be themselves, not having to worry about what people think, not worrying about all the shit going on in their lives. that is the way it was intended to be. and for the first time, im being honest with myself, and it hurts. if you have no standards, then its much harder to fall. i dont know what i want, but i know its not this.
thank you lindsey and stacy.
im sorry if i didnt seem up to it..
i just dont feel right.
i have nothing more to say, but i feel like i could talk to you forever.
the way people are when they are intoxicated, is the way they should always be. they are free to be themselves, not having to worry about what people think, not worrying about all the shit going on in their lives. that is the way it was intended to be. and for the first time, im being honest with myself, and it hurts. if you have no standards, then its much harder to fall. i dont know what i want, but i know its not this.