its all a haze

[_smiled_tears_]

its the times like these that i wish i made better decisions. i just need one thing to push me one way or the other. i hate being so confused that i cant think straight. i dont know what to feel or think anymore. i feel like my life is being taken from me...but somehow its for the better. i know that somehow it will make my life better, along with yours. im doing this for you, because i love you. i messed up both of our lives, and this is the least i can do for you. my guilt is over riding my pleasure. it takes guts to quit something you love, and im not sure i have the guts to do the right thing.

i just need some support.
tell me what im doing is right.
be there for me.

JESUSVILLE WAS AMAZING. i love you guys.

we started a revolution.

thanks for callin me to hang out lindsey. srry i was a party pooper.