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tonight i hit an all time low. i scared stephen a little. he thought i was this tough girl and then he sees me completely hopeless sobbing my eyes out. i'm stressed. and i need a break. and a hug. and its 3 am. i need to study for astronomy. but i dont want to. i want to fix things. i need to break that wall. i dont know why its there, but its hindering a beautiful thing. luckily i have good friends and when i'm sad, they make me smile. they get me stoned in the car and put on great music so i can temporarily escape and be at peace.
i hope tomorrow is a good day. possibly a skirt? if the weather allows. skirt weather=50's. weird. i know.
goodnight everyone.
i hope tomorrow is a good day. possibly a skirt? if the weather allows. skirt weather=50's. weird. i know.
goodnight everyone.