FATHERS DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. fuck.
Today is a fucking shitty ass day.
FATHERS DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY just had to come around at the exact same time that I happen to be not really talkng to my father... Just Perfect.
I woke up this morning, and I just had this low feeling. The first thought that came to my head today was,
" Oh great.. It's Father's Day."
I had been debating all day with myself about whether or not I should call my dad because in all honesty, I don't have many nice things to say to him.
But I called him anyways. And It was okay. I only talked to him for about a minute and a half.
So why now do I feel so bad? I feel very angry towards.... almost everybody in my family. Mostly my parents.
Does everyone get so mad at their rents or is it just me? I have my reasons, I'm sure they have theirs.
But seriously, I didn't do anything to my dad. If anything, He fucked me over.
Do I just forget about everything and go foreward with my own life? And forgive him like nothing happened?
Or do I just keep being mad about all the shit that has happened in a year?
I think I've got a dilema. But the fact remains that doing anything about this shit is going to be a lot easier said than done.
-fin.
FATHERS DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY just had to come around at the exact same time that I happen to be not really talkng to my father... Just Perfect.
I woke up this morning, and I just had this low feeling. The first thought that came to my head today was,
" Oh great.. It's Father's Day."
I had been debating all day with myself about whether or not I should call my dad because in all honesty, I don't have many nice things to say to him.
But I called him anyways. And It was okay. I only talked to him for about a minute and a half.
So why now do I feel so bad? I feel very angry towards.... almost everybody in my family. Mostly my parents.
Does everyone get so mad at their rents or is it just me? I have my reasons, I'm sure they have theirs.
But seriously, I didn't do anything to my dad. If anything, He fucked me over.
Do I just forget about everything and go foreward with my own life? And forgive him like nothing happened?
Or do I just keep being mad about all the shit that has happened in a year?
I think I've got a dilema. But the fact remains that doing anything about this shit is going to be a lot easier said than done.
-fin.