i need help.
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im in love. they are gorgeous. they are part of a terrible habit. i go, and spend hours at a time looking at terribly terribly expensive shoes that i cannot afford ever. and i fall in love. because i only go look at them when im in a bad mood, and then i get to thinking, maybe if i bought them id feel better about myself...which is why someone needs to hide my credit card from me. because if tomorrow does not go well, i am liable to go and buy them for myself, and if i do that, i will not be able to afford my rent next month, and that is quite quite dangerous. so tomorrow better damn well go well.
when did i last post? did i talk about going to see amanda and seeing the awesome pants movie? because it was awesome. yes, i did post about all that stuff. sunday i worked on my media kit from 1:30 in the afternoon til 3 in the morning. still had craft issues but it was fairly well recieved during the crit on monday. after the crit i picked up my figure drawing portfolio and walked home, i thought i was going to die of heat exhaustion. after that i came to the house for a quick dinner and then a trip to target, mainly for storage bins for moving and skirts, but picked up a couple other things as well. we were there when the storm started so we got stuck there for a little, everything started flooding, it was slightly nuts, but we got home, didnt drown or get hit going the wrong way down a one way street.
i studied some sociology last night before bed, and studied all day today, im slightly studied out, but i'll probably go over my notecards again before bed and plenty more tomorrow too, im pretty nervous about the exam just because i havent done fantastically on either of the other tests and i want to salvage a decent grade.
so tomorrows agenda is studying, working on the portfolio and resume because i know i wont be able to study all day and that stuff needs get done too, and then the exam at 6, then dinner with the whole motley crew. our reservations are for 8:30. im looking forward to it, i really could use a good time.
im in love. they are gorgeous. they are part of a terrible habit. i go, and spend hours at a time looking at terribly terribly expensive shoes that i cannot afford ever. and i fall in love. because i only go look at them when im in a bad mood, and then i get to thinking, maybe if i bought them id feel better about myself...which is why someone needs to hide my credit card from me. because if tomorrow does not go well, i am liable to go and buy them for myself, and if i do that, i will not be able to afford my rent next month, and that is quite quite dangerous. so tomorrow better damn well go well.
when did i last post? did i talk about going to see amanda and seeing the awesome pants movie? because it was awesome. yes, i did post about all that stuff. sunday i worked on my media kit from 1:30 in the afternoon til 3 in the morning. still had craft issues but it was fairly well recieved during the crit on monday. after the crit i picked up my figure drawing portfolio and walked home, i thought i was going to die of heat exhaustion. after that i came to the house for a quick dinner and then a trip to target, mainly for storage bins for moving and skirts, but picked up a couple other things as well. we were there when the storm started so we got stuck there for a little, everything started flooding, it was slightly nuts, but we got home, didnt drown or get hit going the wrong way down a one way street.
i studied some sociology last night before bed, and studied all day today, im slightly studied out, but i'll probably go over my notecards again before bed and plenty more tomorrow too, im pretty nervous about the exam just because i havent done fantastically on either of the other tests and i want to salvage a decent grade.
so tomorrows agenda is studying, working on the portfolio and resume because i know i wont be able to study all day and that stuff needs get done too, and then the exam at 6, then dinner with the whole motley crew. our reservations are for 8:30. im looking forward to it, i really could use a good time.