Feb 26, 2005 23:16
im ready to be blunt about it just because i dont know how to deal with it otherwise.
i was dumped last night.
im still semi-stunned by the whole thing, i dont know what happened. just so its clear tho, its not that i really really liked him. but he still hurt my feelings. i was letting him steer and he was still the one that decided to jump out of the car.
went to jenkintown last night with my aunt and we went out to breakfast and shopping this morning, got a hot bikini for florida. as i rationalized to her, i dont know how much longer i'll be remotely confident in my looks enough to wear one again, so let me go and wear it now. cant wait til i leave. work tonight was ehhh, i made a delivery, lol, and got a hot tip out of it. now im getting ready to leave and go to tom's party. im being amazingly brave and going by myself. i wont be too bad, i promise, i have to work tomorrow morning.
i dunno. tell me you love me, i really like hearing it right now.