Feb 22, 2005 22:21
why am i never motivated to work like ever?
logo this morning ok, lunch with mom ok, shopping before babysitting good, babysitting ok, picture taking with marc as an escort good, dinner good, procrastinating since he left bad.
yeah, i went shopping. bought a bag and shoes. also bought a dvd last night, the parent trap, because i was watching it on tv and it was so cut up i couldnt stand it so i went online and bought it. yes this is what i do when i get mad at myself, i buy myself presents. i pay myself off so i dont stay mad at myself. it defies logic. shoes i got are really cute tho.
yeah i realllllly should do my type. im terrible. i called eric today too even tho i said i wasnt going to, but i was desperate looking for someone to escort me while i took pictures because marc said he didnt want to, but eric never called me back anyway and marc came, so it doesnt matter. i just wish i could keep the promises i make to myself.