May 20, 2004 00:49
Well well well. For those of you that know me, this will come as a surprise (except for Tina and Sarah of course), but my boyfriend of 7years and 8 months has been having an internet relationship with some chick from the states for the last 3 weeks. Smut galore was flying through email like birds flying south for the winter. I've felt like I was going to puke for about 3 days now, though until today he said nothing was going on. Strangely enough, he's lied to her about many a thing as well, so I don't hate her. For example, he told her that he was single and that one of his ex-girlfriends was putting him in a bad mood because she keeps calling him and oh how did he put it?? "Come over to 'talk' if you get my meaning." Well, I simply couldn't let this go and I emailed her and told her of the lies. She told him what I had said and he came clean for everything but one thing. You see at the end of the message I told her that I do live with him, otherwise how would I know all this stuff, including her email address and even who she was. Well, he told her that yes, we do live togther, but we haven't been together for a long time (all I could think was, if we haven't been together for a long time, the who was I shagging Sunday night? His long lost twin??), and that I just still saw us as being together. What a bastard!!
Ok, enough for now.
bitch fest,
back when i was straight,
rl