We'll see what this turns out to be..
Alright, this is my first attempt at a real entry, maybe ever. But I'm in a pretty good mood, and I'm pretty sure I can pull it off. so, since me and you probably dont talk as much as we used to(seems to be the sad and unfortunate case these days), maybe youd like to know how I'm doing.. since, Im pretty curious to how the rest of the world is doing.
I moved to North Carolina in mid January of this year, and since being there I have not accomplished nor taken any step which may be considered a step 'foward.' I spend most of my time with my step brothers, which I have 2 of if you didnt know..Danny(19), and jonny(21). Life is crazy, and a bit dramatic at times, but how could it not be when I live in a house with 8 people, so it pretty much always seems like someones up your ass. but, at least its usually someone friendly up your ass? summed up: I sit on my porch, smoke entierly too much, party and eat.
The only seperation that I have from this lifestyle in NC, is when I'm playing with my band (firefly epidemic). My bandmates are some of the coolest guys Ive ever known, I could not have met 2 people who mesh so well with my personality, and musical ability/taste...I love the music we make, and I love every part of playing with them. (for anyone in NC reading this there's a FREE show this friday Oct. 6th at the four corners market, downtown Gboro)
Recently, I have spent a lot of time in NY. This is all thanks to a wonderful woman who is a very good friend of my mothers, who has been willing to help me out in a time where I needed it. she has flown me out to NY twice now, and Im still here at her place in EastportNY... she needed a hand around the house, since she was moving from lindenhurst to out here...and She has also needed help in her business...bringing me to my next point... I HAVE A FUCKING JOB! She Runs a data entry company, that works specificly for a website that sells all sorts of area rugs. the job suits me well, and I can do it from anywhere since its all internet based work. and as much as I hate and dont care about money. its good money, which Ill baiscly just be putting all away.
There is still LOTS AND LOTS of confusion that fills my gigantic confused head.
some random thoughts:
-I feel like I should go back to school, and actually give it a shot this time.
-Which makes me want to come back to live in NY, and start again in Nassua or suffolk
-Which entails leaving NC, My band, and my family. (aka the people who love me most)
-I'm in love, and I cant do a god damn thing about it.
so, Ill be back in NC on tuesday. visiting NY more often, If I didnt get to come and see you while I was home this time. Please dont take it personally, I have been very busy while here... and I would LOVE to see anyone who cares to catch-up in person, next time Im around.
I love everybody! bitchin!
Thom
I moved to North Carolina in mid January of this year, and since being there I have not accomplished nor taken any step which may be considered a step 'foward.' I spend most of my time with my step brothers, which I have 2 of if you didnt know..Danny(19), and jonny(21). Life is crazy, and a bit dramatic at times, but how could it not be when I live in a house with 8 people, so it pretty much always seems like someones up your ass. but, at least its usually someone friendly up your ass? summed up: I sit on my porch, smoke entierly too much, party and eat.
The only seperation that I have from this lifestyle in NC, is when I'm playing with my band (firefly epidemic). My bandmates are some of the coolest guys Ive ever known, I could not have met 2 people who mesh so well with my personality, and musical ability/taste...I love the music we make, and I love every part of playing with them. (for anyone in NC reading this there's a FREE show this friday Oct. 6th at the four corners market, downtown Gboro)
Recently, I have spent a lot of time in NY. This is all thanks to a wonderful woman who is a very good friend of my mothers, who has been willing to help me out in a time where I needed it. she has flown me out to NY twice now, and Im still here at her place in EastportNY... she needed a hand around the house, since she was moving from lindenhurst to out here...and She has also needed help in her business...bringing me to my next point... I HAVE A FUCKING JOB! She Runs a data entry company, that works specificly for a website that sells all sorts of area rugs. the job suits me well, and I can do it from anywhere since its all internet based work. and as much as I hate and dont care about money. its good money, which Ill baiscly just be putting all away.
There is still LOTS AND LOTS of confusion that fills my gigantic confused head.
some random thoughts:
-I feel like I should go back to school, and actually give it a shot this time.
-Which makes me want to come back to live in NY, and start again in Nassua or suffolk
-Which entails leaving NC, My band, and my family. (aka the people who love me most)
-I'm in love, and I cant do a god damn thing about it.
so, Ill be back in NC on tuesday. visiting NY more often, If I didnt get to come and see you while I was home this time. Please dont take it personally, I have been very busy while here... and I would LOVE to see anyone who cares to catch-up in person, next time Im around.
I love everybody! bitchin!
Thom