It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
Well today i woke up, looked outside to what looked like a start of an ugly day. Yes, rain is coming pple....which can only mean that its going to be cold soon!Dont ya love it!... ok so i thought i might update.
Lets see what do u want to know???
Well i moved in w/ my dad... things seem to be going better... i no longer have that big burden in my shoulders because of my mom. I love my mother but lets face it... i cant live w/ the woman.
Lets see job suks! all day i hear complaints about how people are stuck in the road blah blah! I mean i feel for them. but when they start taking it out on me...doesnt make me want to help them faster lol....ironically i got a flat tire two nights ago!!! I wanted to drown myself in tears, mind to say it was 12:30 at night...and its not like i already had other things in my head
But Thank God for this guy, which I didnt even ask for help came up got his tools and did it for me! oh and Chris thank u so much for staying on the phone w/ me, until i got home... I had no one else to call :( your the best!!!!
Oh remember the pact!
This past week has me questioning so much... i feel my head is going to explode...once again thanks for hearing me blab out all this nonsense that i speak of...I know your probably tired of it!!
o i start school jan4!!!!!!!!!!! woop woop!!!
Anyhow... last but not least my people
To my unspoken LOVE... I hate this space between us.
It's killing me.
Till next time folks...
♥
Sonia
Lets see what do u want to know???
Well i moved in w/ my dad... things seem to be going better... i no longer have that big burden in my shoulders because of my mom. I love my mother but lets face it... i cant live w/ the woman.
Lets see job suks! all day i hear complaints about how people are stuck in the road blah blah! I mean i feel for them. but when they start taking it out on me...doesnt make me want to help them faster lol....ironically i got a flat tire two nights ago!!! I wanted to drown myself in tears, mind to say it was 12:30 at night...and its not like i already had other things in my head
But Thank God for this guy, which I didnt even ask for help came up got his tools and did it for me! oh and Chris thank u so much for staying on the phone w/ me, until i got home... I had no one else to call :( your the best!!!!
Oh remember the pact!
This past week has me questioning so much... i feel my head is going to explode...once again thanks for hearing me blab out all this nonsense that i speak of...I know your probably tired of it!!
o i start school jan4!!!!!!!!!!! woop woop!!!
Anyhow... last but not least my people
To my unspoken LOVE... I hate this space between us.
It's killing me.
Till next time folks...
♥
Sonia